Saturday, March 17, 2012

Tweety and Slyvester

You picked me. You ditched me. You loved me. You hated me. Now we're cool?!? You say we are at least, and that makes me smile, but i still hate that you have a new girlfriend. She has never ever said a word to you, and yet you still like her?!? I love you with all my heart! You don't see it though. I saw you yesterday and I cried when you left. I said a few words to you and it gave me butterflies! You're nice, funny, smart, and gorgeous! I'll always love you no matter what! And I told you that! When you and that whore break up I'll get you back one way or another! Now all we have is an awkward friendship and a load of great memories, but all those memories do is hurt me. You were Sylvester and I was Tweety! Love happens in strange ways and this is our way! 10.17.11 - 1.9.12 :( 34 your number...

Thursday, January 12, 2012

So You Go

Well my question has been answered. It is still painful yet. My friend, I thought, hates me. I don't really care. Now instead I ask myself, why does it take hate to realize your real friends? It's horrible, I know.
I still love those that have gone and loathe those yet to come.  I no longer sit in agony of not knowing, but in agony of new found knowledge! Oh life you B**** why must you be ONCE UPON A NIGHTMARE?!?!

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Will You Stay or Will You Go?

  Your trust in me has faded. I don't understand, I did nothing wrong. Your friend said I was a player from the start. That you were just a piece in my game. I hate that "friend." I've been true to you and here you go turning things around. You don't give me any of your attention anymore. I stay up late with one question in my head...will you stay or will you go? You haven't thought of asking me for the truth, so instead you sit unaware of the pain you're causing me. I can't hold the pain in anymore.  Indie Rock songs no longer substitute for your voice. I know you know that I don't lie. So, why don't you ask? I just hope that I'll know the answer to my haunting question soon. Will you stay or will you go? I won't beg. I will cry though. You said you loved me, but obviously not. No, I won't move on. I'll stay alone and when you come to your senses I'll be here. I won't take you back if you leave. That's your own problem then. Just know you're making it ONCE UPON A NIGHTMARE!